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Breviary

Today will be--God willing--day three of praying all of the offices.  Thoughts?  Time consuming, confusing, I don't like that there is an apparent absence of intercessory prayer.

Next week I go back to work.  I won't have time for all these offices.  I look forward to my prayer books again.  I'm happy to have learned the offices.  I just wish I could find a way to incorporate the Anglican Breviary into my prayer book Morning/Evening Prayer.  Maybe the lessons from Matins?  Not the psalms, they are too hard in Old English.

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Passing of Time

It is a plaza, or a strip mall.  I remember when it was a mall.  Stratford had two malls.  The entrance was by the grocery store.  There was a centre walk inside with stores on both sides.  In the corner inside, just outside the grocery store, was a card dealer's kiosk.  I used to buy hockey cards there.  It seemed grander then, sad that things decay. 

P.S.  Don't even get me started on the Book Vault.  That kills me.

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NCC-1701

Last night, I drempt that I was the captain of the Enterprise.  But, it was tiny and with what looked like an open bridge, like WWII Royal Navy destroyer.  Again, I was on the outside of the hull of a ship.  The ship was all steel, not some 23rd century alloy.  There was no crew, just officers.  Scotty, grey haired but not fat, was piloting the ship manually, like with a stick.  I was standing with him as he fired up the nacelles.  They rattled and shook, the whole ship vibrated.  As we moved forward into the sky, I whipped out my cell phone to take a video of the ship, moving forward, it's powerful engines defying gravity, slowly like a F-18 in a verticle climb at an air show.  Except that, the ship was level--not verticle--and climbing on about a 2% angle from what already felt like what must have been an elevated or sky dock.

Two dreams in a week where I have been on the outside of a ship hull.  What is the connection?  What is the meaning.  I'm channeling my inner Jung. 

P.S.  Funny thing, I was trying to read a Jungian biography yesterday from an online e-library.  It wouldn't load.  :( 

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Health

Saturday, I was out for a run.  I was planning on going 5k.  At just over 1.5 miles in, I had this big pulse of pressure in my chest, not pain.  It was quite scary, and I stopped running immediately. 

Monday, I phoned my doctor's office.  He is working from home and couldn't be reached.  The nurse told me not to run until I hear back from the doctor.  And, if I get the sensation again, I'm to go to emergency. 

Yesterday, the nurse called back, saying the doctor wanted me to get blood work and an ECG, ASAP.  So, that's what I did yesterday.

Because you can see results online now, my wife told me that my cholesterol is high.  I'm just waiting for my doctor to call me back.  I'm kind of freaking out right now.

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Yesterday was the first day I prayed all of the offices in the Anglican Breviary.  Wholey cow, what a slog that was, it took me most of the day.  I will definitely be going back to the prayer book after I go back to work.  I just won't have the time.  I got up just after six today, and I'm already three offices behind. 

Also, I don't like that there doesn't seem to be much in the way of intercessory prayer in the offices.  I miss that from the BCP.

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This is what I feel we are doing under COVID lockdown:

Bible Gateway passage: Deuteronomy 4:30 - New International Version

Bible Gateway passage: Deuteronomy 4:30 - New International Version When you are in distress and all these things have happened to you, then in later days you will return to the LORD your God and obey him.

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Wow

I know I'm judging them by today's standards, which is something I give others trouble for, but the last several weeks' readings make the Hebrews look like a violent marauding band of nomadic parasites.  God forgive me.  I know that the writer says that God instructed them to take the land.  Although, some see the books of the early Bible as Jewish history.

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Jung's turd Cathedral dream has nothing on my crazy dreams!

EGO had a duobus novis recens somno noctes. Primum in somno, eram Trump. Ego eram trying ut sexus cum uxore sua. Autem, ut a casu posita in DOLIUM.

In the second dream, I was on a star destroyer, on the outside surface.  Yet, somehow I could breath.  Luke Skywalker was with me.  I put on a pair of purple coveralls that I have in my basement from years and years ago, to blend in with the destroyer's maintenance crew.  I was afraid of what would happen to me when the ship jumped to hyperspace.  I got separated from Luke and was a little anxious.  Then I remembered his number and called him from my cell phone on his.  Then, the dream got strange as I was watching porn on a video monitor.

Here's the real strange part:  When I woke up in real life from my dream, my wife was staring at me laughing  (although she later denied ever laughing).

So, dream analysts, what do they mean?

P.S.  She's probably whispering in my ear like I used to do to my little brothers when I was an asshole kid.  I used to whisper that the smurfs were going to get him in an attempt to induce a smurfmare. 

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Oh My B!

I gave the Anglican Breaviary another go today.  It's such a discouraging book.  I prayed Lauds, or I tried to.  I couldn't find the collect for the day, or the closing versitiles.  Wow.  Credit to the translator, the priest who penned the English version really went out of his way to explain it.  

I guess what I'm looking for is to more closely reflect the ancient monastic tradition in my private worship by sanctifying time and dedicating it to God.  I've even considered the traditional times--3AM etc.--although I doubt I'd have the discipline. 

P.S.  I really like the concept of Opus Dei, to dedicate our work to God as a holy offering.

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Psalm 99

I read the 99th psalm earlier today.  The 8th verse jumped out at me.  The BAS translates it a little differently.  But, for me, it echoed the exchange between Jesus and Peter after the denial when they met on the beach.  Jesus asks Peter three times if Peter loves him.  Peter is in emotional anguish after the third questioning.  Many link the three questions to the three times Peter denied Christ.  This poses a sort of theological problem.  If Christ's sacrifice is a full and absolute payment for all our sins, then He couldn't have been punishing Peter.  Right?  After all, the Catholic doctrine of penance and purgatory is heresy.   No?  So, here it is in the Old Testament again.  God forgave the Israelits, but punished them anyway.  

I know, Jesus hadn't died at that point (Psalm 99).  But, He is eternal and unchanging.  Right? 

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Self Reflection

Dad said to me once, "You know what the trouble with you is William?  You think that you're smarter than everybody else."  It's true.  In my arogence, I took pride in my intellect; but, I was lazy, unfocused, and often underestimated others.  I am a cronic underachiever.  But, I also feared failure, didn't take risks, feared that I wasn't as smart as my rivals, and played it safe too much.  

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Last Night's Dream

Last night's dream was strange.  I dreamt that I was furious with my brother for breaking our parents' things, things that they had worked so hard for.  With no regard for hurt or inconvenience to others, he was belligerently wrecking stuff.  I proceeded to start beating him and chasing him to beat him.  I was so furious.  The whole scene is highly improbable given his nature.  My brother has lived a life of extreme violence, using his fists to negotiate his way.  It's unlikely that he would have ran, and perhaps not a given that I would be beating him.  He has a long and storied past of violence and aggression.  Sure, I get angry.  I have a temper.  But, the last time I struck him in anger was probably when I was 18, he being 15; and, that was just a slap.  I have to confess, I did strike him once when we were both children.  I must have been 7 or 8 years old.  Some may like to suppose that I made him violent.  Probably not, it's more likely—as I play armchair psychologist—that he became violent through learned behaviour coupled with not having any rules/boundaries & not learning to manage his own frustration both with others and with stressful circumstances.  So, what did my dream mean?  Is it relating to what happened at Christmas two years ago?  Or, is it COVID-19 related?

 

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COVID-19 Risk

Cindy and I are at higher risk because our daughter works in a group home with teen girls caught in the sex trade.  She spends her off week time between her boyfriend's place and here.  We are all at super high risk for infection.  😕

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The NDP is hitting me pretty hard this afternoon.  I think I've had enough of Social Distancing and apocalyptic pandemic worries. 

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Strengthen the Immune System with these 7 Great Superfoods

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Ezekiel 37:1-14

This is one of my fondest passages.  It helps answer our juvenile questions like, "but Lazarus had a body when he was raised.  What about if our bodies are decomposed when the resurrection comes?"

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Fitting For Our Times

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So, the heat of India didn't stop it after all.

@COVIDNewsByMIB: #IndiaFightsCorona:    #COVID19 India UPDATE:    ▪️ Total Cases - 15712  ▪️Active Cases - 12974  ▪️Cured/Discharged- 2230  ▪️Deaths - 507  ▪️Migrated - 1    as on April 19, 2020  till 8:00 AM https://twitter.com/COVIDNewsByMIB/status/1251720716665286656/photo/1  Shared via TweetCaster

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Is this ELE?

@cnnphilippines: Global tally of confirmed COVID-19 cases as of 6:40am, according to data from Johns Hopkins University:    ���� US 732,197  ���� Spain 191,726   ���� Italy 175,925   ���� France 149,149  ���� Germany 143,342  ���� UK 115,314  ���� China 83,787   ���� Turkey 82,329  ���� Iran 80,868   ���� Belgium 37,183  Shared via TweetCaster

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It looks as though the only way to beat this thing is to not get sick.

@kinsellawarren: Boston ER doctor reports an alarming trend of COVID-19 patients returning to hospital 'sicker' and in need of a ventilator  https://www.insider.com/boston-doctor-says-covid-19-patients-come-back-to-hospital-sicker-2020-4

@kinsellawarren: Boston ER doctor reports an alarming trend of COVID-19 patients returning to hospital 'sicker' and in need of a ventilator  https://www.insider.com/boston-doctor-says-covid-19-patients-come-back-to-hospital-sicker-2020-4  Shared via TweetCaster

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Some Good News

@wramier: Good news everybody! My devil's tongue wasn't killed off by the freeze! I had to leave home for a week last Fall, and it snowed & the ground froze. The devil's tongue is a tropical plant.  It has wintered in my basement.   #SomethingToBeHappyAbout #SomeGoodNews #SocialDistancing https://twitter.com/wramier/status/1251597356694454275/photo/1  Shared via TweetCaster

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STD Normal

I'm starting to think that this could be the new normal.  With a possible 8 strains/reinfection and second virus, maybe this is how humans will live from now on.  It'll be like living in a world where everybody you sleep with has an STD.  Maybe the big stadiums will sit empty, we will all forever wear masks, the life expectancy will drop, the population will drop, Social Distancing will be the norm and young people won't remember it any other way, humans will be poison to each other, and society may indeed eventually collapse. 

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SSM

It was never that I hated anybody or that I was phobic.  But, as I reflect on my love the sinner & hate the sin mentality, I realise that one of the most polarizing problems for me was conformity.  The Church changed to accommodate society's values.  That's never how doctrine should be formed.  That is the wrong reason.  The Church changed to try to remain relevant.  The Church bent to society's will.

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COVID-19

Maybe we jumped the gun when we assumed that this was not the end of the world.

 

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@wramier: Good news everybody! My devil's tongue wasn't killed off by the freeze! I had to leave home for a week last Fall, and it snowed & the ground froze. The devil's tongue is a tropical plant.  It has wintered in my basement.   #SomethingToBeHappyAbout #SomeGoodNews #SocialDistancing https://twitter.com/wramier/status/1251597356694454275/photo/1  Shared via TweetCaster

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Fenway

I had a dream last night that we were at Fenway for a game.  Our tickets said seat number 000, and the park staff couldn't locate them.  They told us that we could stand at the rail.  Upon closer inspection, it was 261, not 000.  And, somebody was in our seats.  We just moved down the row.

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To The Emperor

1 Peter 2:11-end was a recent reading.  It struck me when I read it, which is when I should have written this post.  It is peculiar, in a way, to advocate for the obedience to authority.  I can certainly see how this passage would have been abused over the years.  I can also see how it may have helped to preserve Christianity over the years from authorities and the Empire.  But, it also has an important message abut hatefulness and spite, maliciousness and revenge; do not pay back an eye for an eye.  Jesus didn't; be like Jesus.  Vengeance belongs to the LORD after all.

 

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FW: "MY STICK!" — A Bad Lip Reading of The Last Jedi - YouTube

And now for a little humour to help lighten the mood.  Click on the YouTube link below for a lighthearted funny Star Wars based bad lip-reading song:

 

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From: William Ramier
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Subject: Re: "MY STICK!" — A Bad Lip Reading of The Last Jedi - YouTube

 

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Nice!

 

On Sun., Apr. 12, 2020, 6:22 p.m. William Ramier, <wramier@yahoo.com> wrote:

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=3Xl0Qr0uXuY&t=6s

 

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To The Emperor

1 Peter 2:11-end was a recent reading.  It struck me when I read it, which is when I should have written this post.  It is peculiar, in a way, to advocate for the obedience to authority.  I can certainly see how this passage would have been abused over the years.  I can also see how it may have helped to preserve Christianity over the years from authorities and the Empire.  But, it also has an important message abut hatefulness and spite, maliciousness and revenge; do not pay back an eye for an eye.  Jesus didn't; be like Jesus.  Vengeance belongs to the LORD after all.

 

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A Psalm 69 COVID-19 Walkthrough

Psalm 69 was the appointed Psalm for Monday in Holy Week following Palm Sunday.  It seems to be saying a lot to me.  Here, let me walk through it with you.  Verse 1 asks for God to save me; pertinent in troubling times (with COVID-19).  We have that sinking feeling, verse 2.

 

I am in deep waters.  They wash over me.  Verse 3 continues with the theme of being in over our heads.

 

We are, all I think, tired now from this ongoing pandemic, the stress for most and grief for some, verse 4. 

 

Verse 5moves, for me, to being about Jesus.  It is Messianic content in the psalm.  As we are in the season of Lent & Easter, it is obvious that this is speaking of Jesus betrayal and Cruisifiction.  The Psalm is certainly a Messianic Psalm.

 

Verse 6 moved back for me, to me.  We're back to me and my sin, the real reason for Jesus' death after all.  I am quite foolish.

 

Verse 7 spoke to me about those who I foster in the faith, and the constant fear that I have that I will trip them up...or let them down in some way, or let them see my clay feet and thereby somehow break their faith.

 

Verse 8 reminded me that in this post religious pro secularism society we live in, I have been ridiculed for my faith.  Shame and guilt have both visited me.

 

9, oh boy, so much here.  I am currently estranged to one brother, probably two.  It's complicated.  I have also "lost my heritage", or so I feel.

 

10, there it is again, about the Temple, so many people—even prior to COVID-19—were telling me that it isn't about the Temple.  But, the Temple is a Holy place!  It's Holy people!  And special to me, it's a special place, with history, character, and filled with the memories and actions of almost countless Christians who have come before me.

 

11, I did fast—so to speak—for Lent; I gave us some things, not food per se. 

 

12, I didn't put on sack-cloth, but I don't think I am a byword.  However, sack-cloth had a symbolic meaning relating to grief; many are grieving their lost loved ones, thanks to the COVID-19 pandemic.  It's heart wrenching for many.  I've been very blessed thus far, as it has not touched my family. 

 

13 can go either way, me our Jesus.  Jesus was of course, mocked and slandered and, I think we all take our share of gossip and slander.  Not to the scale that Jesus did, of course but, I think it is part of the dark side of being human.

 

Versus 14 through 18 are me crying out in prayer to God to save me, help me.  17 specifically asks for protection from death, and COVID-19 is ever-present on all our minds.

 

Verses 19 & 20 are me asking God to not draw away from me, as I am in distress.  Draw near to me and deliver me.

 

Verses 21 to 23 transition from me to Jesus.  I am saying that God knows my sin and shame.  Reproach has broken my heart, also the heart of Jesus.  And, Jesus is back in verse 23 as this verse is very specifically Messianic, with the reference to the vinegar on the stick that was offered up to Him at His death. 

 

I'm not sure what to make of verses 24 through 27.  It seems like a curse of sorts—perhaps from David, on those who persecuted Christ.  Verse 24 specifically may refer to the Eucharist, as St. Paul warned it could be a danger to those who received the elements without understanding.  Or, it could refer to the Jewish custom of altar sacrifices and the law that was so important to the Pharisees and the priests.

 

28 is back to Messianic prophesy.  Here we have Jesus being pierced by the spear of the soldier, and persecuted by the people.  

 

29-31, verses 29 to 30 seem to be more curses, issued by the writer perhaps, David.  31 is back to me and Jesus.  I am afflicted, in pain of sorts, stress and uncertainty of the pandemic.  Then it moves in to Messianic prophecy with Jesus being lifted up on the Cross. 

 

32 & 33, I will sing and praise God, it's what He really wants, more than animal sacrifices.  And, I do.  I sing and chant the Psalms almost daily.

 

34-35, The afflicted will be happy because the LORD listens to the needy.  We need that reassurance in this pandemic.  Prisoners(?), perhaps those in Hell, could it be?  We all are also, so to speak, prisoners to this pandemic. 

 

Verses 36 through 38 are a promise; the servants of the LORD will praise Him, and God will save His people and come to live among them.  His children will inherit this dwelling, and live with Him.

 

 

 

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I used to love building models. Maybe I should take that up again.

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4-12 Morning Prayer (Happy Easter everybody!) - YouTube

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Except this one...

Many people are having vivid dreams.  I, for the most part, am actually having less.  Except for a few nights ago, I had a strange dream.  I was on a road trip down home (to The Gaspe Coast).  I was in a car with my estrnged brother and the vice president of my company.  My brother was driving the car (which was on the right side of the car), and I was in the back seat.  The VP was in the front passenger side (left side), because he wanted to be in control.  Which didn't make a lot of sense because, the steering wheel was on the right. The VP was happy to be amoung French speakers, and I was happy to be home.  I was excited to be pointing out landmarks on the way East.  On the way, the VP made a strange remark that most people die within 100 miles of where they were born, an odd comment.  I don't know if it is actually true or not.  Anyway, I said that I wasn't worried because we were far away from The Gaspe, and I was actually born THERE.  Reassurance or threat, I'm not sure.  So Freudian & Jungians, what does it all mean?

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It Could Be Much Worse

An accurate prediction of COVID-19 deaths are still elusive.  Nobody seems to know for sure what the mortality rate actually is.  Although, most are sure that China lied.  I personally, going off of numbers I crunched back on March 20th, predict 282 million deaths globally, 1.8 million Canadian & 14.1 million US deaths, 1 504 deaths in the city of Stratford, and 18 people at Aisin where I work.  My earlier numbers of 120 million global deaths were based on the faulty numbers (2%) coming out of China.

Still, it will change our lives forever.  It is a major historical event.  (We were so arrogant and naive).  Coming out the other end of this, the economy may not recover in our lifetime, plunging us into a great depression.  With all the negatives that brings with it, possible social safety net failure, massive job losses, food shortages, home losses, and starvation to name but a few, it may not be pretty.  I didn't mention war.

That being said, it could be a lot worse.  At this point, it doesn't look like we're staring the collapse of society in the face.  Although, as I thought about this last night, I compared it to trying to keep a camp fire going in the rain.  It's a fickle thing; a strong wind and, it is all over.  Also, the virus could be a lot worse, and still may be.

There's supposed to be eight strains and there is the rumour of possible reinfectuon.  Also, there is a horrifying rumour that there is a second virus, coming out of Wuhan, with an eight week incubation period and being deadlier, carried by rodents.  Sound familiar?  God help us if that turns out to be true; Corona virus will just be the set up for the knock out punch.

All this is highly stressful and very surreal.  There are deniers everywhere, as well as religious individuals being negligent; God forgive them.  They are saying that if it's your time, it's your time, and nonchalantly putting others at risk.  Not just by spreading the infection, but by taking up hospital beds, they risk overwhelming the medical system.  We are trying to "flatten the curve", stopping the number of critically ill from surpassing the number of hospital beds and ventilators available.  But deniers are not the only problem.

There are those who are indifferent, for whatever reason, and the selfish and food/supplies horders.  There are the panicked, unable to function.  They become a burden on others.  It seems that we are being stratified by this pandemic.

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Today's reading is super impactful during our current pandemic.

Hosea 13:1-14 GNT

In the past, when the tribe of Ephraim spoke, the other tribes of Israel were afraid; they looked up to Ephraim. But the people sinned by worshiping Baal, and for this they will die. They still keep on sinning by making metal images to worship—idols of silver, designed by human minds, made by human hands. And then they say, "Offer sacrifices to them!" How can anyone kiss those idols—idols in the shape of bulls! And so these people will disappear like morning mist, like the…

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I remember when we were visiting St. Gregory's Abbey; I believe it was last summer.  And, as we were leaving, we entered the darkened Church to light some candles.  Chandra asked me if it was alright to light a candle for a dog.  To which I replied that of course it was, Page--her little companion--had reciently died.  The request meant a couple of things to me.  She respected the Holy space & maybe me enough to ask permission/approval; she could have said nothing and lit the candle for Page anyway.  I would have been none the wiser.  It also meant that she probably believed (something at the very least), otherwise why light a candle for Page at all?  Reflection...

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Nope, actually, it's the opposite for me. I'm remembering less.

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Reflection on Passage of Time

I remember when my step-father was fifty; he had t-shirt that said, "I'm not fifty.  I'm 18 with 32 years of experience."  It was funnier then.

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