Thursday, February 12, 2026

Am I My Brother's Keeper?

To quote a recent media source, if you'd suggested an American invasion ten years ago, I'd have said that you were batshit crazy.  Is the threat a pressure tactic to force us to spend on defense?  

Sure, we're a satellite nation; but, we've been their closest allies since the beginning of the 20th century.  We've had great victories--massive battlefield wins that surpassed our allies' wins--while fighting the enemy along side our British and American allies.  

But, we can't fight a conventional war against America and win.  And, I wouldn't want to.  So, would we fold like Austria to Germany, or would we have decades long insurgency?

The Liberals have primed us for this, from Socialist policies and Postmodernism statements like Canada doesn't have a core identity and is Post National to civil disarmament and getting into bed with China.

I also would not want to fight a guerilla war against them on our soil.  Another resent article reads, "Stop disarming our future armed resistance," in reference to the Liberals' gun ban.  But, I don't want to kill Americans.  I feel a kinship with them.  And, I identify more with American Conservatives than I do with Canadian Liberals.  I think they're right, actually. 

What would I do in the event of an unlikely invasion?  I sure as shit would defend my home from looters in the wake of the fall of government, which would be a real threat.  I don't know.  Armed resistance?  It seems so foreign and wrong.  Would I welcome American rule?  I don't know.  Would I join the underground?  I couldn't rule it out.  But, it would be a brothers war.  Another article said it would--an insurgency of decades long conflict--destroy America's world dominance; and, I don't want that either.  I'm an ally.  

I had my world view shattered when Russia invaded the Ukraine.  There was a paradigm shift.  I honestly and truly believed that a modern democratic nation would not invade another modern democratic nation in the 21st century.  Sanctions sure but, there would never be armed conflict.  Will we become the USA's Ukraine?  

I remember my Dad telling me that the Americans lost Vietnam because the war came into the American living room every night at 6:00 p.m.  And, the American people couldn't stand the sight of young boys being slaughtered and the sight of civilian casualties.  And, I believed it.  Now, I'm not too sure.

Even when Trump threatened tariffs on Canada, I was shocked when they hit us.  I thought, was convinced right up until the end, that they were a negotiating tactic.  He would never hit an ally and neighbor with crippling tariffs. I liked Trump, liked his domestic policy.  I understand now, it's about bringing American manufacturing home.  I get that.  Thomas Sowell would disagree.  Free Trade and free and open markets are the most prosperous way forward for all nations.

I'm deeply saddened by all of this.  Protectionism has traditionally been the realm of liberal Democrats.  Doug Ford may have said it best when he said that Trump stuck a knife in our back. 

The Americans are our friends, allies, and brothers.  This is so wrong.  I hate it.  It grieves me.

It made sense to fight the Nazis.  This makes no sense to me (to fight Americans). 

Is this a distraction for America, while they teeter on the brink of civil war between left and right?  War distracts, and what better a war can you have than to have one against a country that can't beat you in a fight?  Demonize and then invade, it's a perfect red flag operation.

I'm not a young man anymore.  I don't have enough ammo to do any more than defend my home from looters after the fall of government.  And, I can't see anything being organized after the fall of the CAF; we just don't have the resources.  Again, the Americans are our brothers.  This is all so ludicrous. 

God help us. 

 

Wednesday, February 11, 2026

Home For Me

Yesterday, I told Archdeacon Rob that I wanted to step away from Parish Council.  My time as a Church Warden is coming to an end Feb. 22nd.  Cindy will remain quite involved, being on Parish Council and invested in the outreach ministries from 9 Douro St.  I do not feel called to any particular ministry, nor do I fit well.

The Opposition and why they just can't get along

Canada's Official Opposition or His Majesty's Loyal Opposition.  Who are they to oppose?  Why is that important?

Tuesday, February 10, 2026

Psalm 55

Reading the 55th psalm tonight, I had two things jump out at me.  Verses 2-3 remind me that my enemies in the Church hate me because I'm conservative.

But, then I saw Christ.  I saw Judas betray Him in verse 20.  I saw God save Him.

Is it still ok if I be me?

Reading Psalms 27:1-3 last week--as I snuck up from the Community Meals into the Church--and reflecting, I very much feel like the psalmist with my enemies surrounding me in the way my parish has become so woke and intolerant of diversity of opinion, of conservatives, and even of White men.  

Cancel Culture and Critical Race Theory

Reading 1 Corinthians 13:1-3 this morning, it hit me a little differently.  If collectivists help the poor and do all kinds of social justice good but censor, deplatform, and cancel conservatives, have they gained anything?  If the Neosocialists and the Postmodernists scapegoat the Whites and the men for everything, vilifying and demonizing a group of people for all the wrongs in the world--setting up a state of perpetual victim-hood--we live in, have they gained anything by their social justice crusade?  

Sunday, February 8, 2026

Fw: Stories of St. Paul's - Archive Notes

We were asked to send out--via e-mail--our memories of St. Paul's to Tim Elliott about our time at St. Paul's.  Below are my thoughts in the e-mail thread at the bottom.

Regards,



I have sent this e-mail at a time that works for me.  Please reply at a time that works for you.  You have the right to disconnect.
 Pax Vobis 


----- Forwarded Message -----
From: William Ramier <wramier@yahoo.com>
To: Timothy Elliott <rtimothyelliott@gmail.com>
Cc: Nancy Adams <nancyadams@diohuron.org>; Cindy Ramier <cindyramier@yahoo.com>; Chandra Ramier <chandraramier@hotmail.com>
Sent: Sunday, January 11, 2026 at 04:58:45 PM EST
Subject: Stories of St. Paul's - Archive Notes

Good Afternoon:

I see the hand of God in how I arrived at St. Paul's.  In my 20s, I used to love reading my Bible and arguing, which is how I ended up mixed up with the Jehovah's Witnesses.

• I was open and up front with them from the beginning that I wouldn't be converted, and
• I studied with them for a year until they gave up on me
• When they got into anti-Trinitarian doctrine I consulted my father, and
• On one such occasion Dad sent me to a fellow Freemason of his--the then Rector of St. Paul's--for answers

• I loved the liturgy, the structure, the comfort of the familiarity of the service, the reverence, all of it 
• Tanya put me on Parish Council in my late 20s as a young person 
• I volunteered with Cindy in running the food bank for ten years, and we received the Bishop's award
• I set up St. Paul's first web page, updating it again when Andreas Thiel was a student at St. Paul's
• I set up the first online services on YouTube, dedicating hours to editing and uploading on DSL internet
• The late Mac Simpson gave me encouragement as I sought to fit on Parish Council
• (Probably) Cathy and Joyce got us groceries (left a store voucher in the Church office) in 2007 when I lost my job
• Barb Dyson (our AFP rep.) got me involved in the AFP with Andreas, where I sat on the BOD for Huron
• Fr. Ted pointed me to the Anglican Holy Orders, and I've became friends with several brothers
• I miss my long talks with our old parish secretary Vivian Jarvis ➡ spiritual warfare, doctrine, theology, etc...

• I owe a great debt to Craig Love, for reaching out while I was estranged from the Church (not easy for him), and
• Also to Allie, who listened (as did Craig too) and brought me back in, included me when I didn't fit
• They didn't give up on me, and both of them made Church easier for me, as did people like Megan
• Allie healed an old wound when she asked me to sit as a warden

• I feel a guilt that I have betrayed the generations before me at St. Paul's, but
• It was time and had to happen
• I love the building, in a Psalms 69 kind of way, and
• It pained me to see the building literally falling apart, and so
• It was time and had to happen

If only Nixon could go to China, maybe God placed me here as the last Warden, loving this thin place which is Holy and special, worshiped in by the communion of saints before me.

I have always hated the phrase the Church is the people not the building as I cherished the dark stain of the carved hardwood, the Easter Window, the Christmas Window, the painted words over the chancel arch, the pews solid arch and dark stain, the grey stone, the stone cross at the peak of the roof, the purple stone of the South stained glass windows, the sound of a voice in the nave, etc...  of this Holy place.

Although, I understand that expressing these thoughts is counterproductive as we move forward.  I grieve. 

Cindy and Chandra have their own stories.  And, I hope they share their memories too.

Regards,

 Pax Vobis