I find it so hard to focus when I meditate.
Wednesday, January 1, 2020
Monday, December 30, 2019
@$$h01e
Everybody hopes that they are fondly remembered. I hope that when I pass away that my funeral is well attended, that people feel the world is a shittier place without me. Nobody wants to be an A hole. I'm no different. I've seen some well attended funerals, standing room only, for some great people. They touched the lives of many. I don't try to be an A hole. However, I like to think that I am a principled man. It's more important that I be true to myself than be liked. Just look at my social media accounts. If you're not consistent, they're not really values. I am an A hole by default.
Sunday, December 29, 2019
Knight Mare
I had a dream last night that a grim reaper was standing at the side of my bed. Her name was Becky. She said that it was time to go. I asked if I could say goodbye to my family. She said no. I awoke and searched the room with my eyes in the dark for Becky. I hate dreams where I'm in bed--my bed--in the dream. It was so real.
Free People
I saw & liked the new Star wars, now I have to decide why (digest it).
I picked on a theme of liberty in the new Star wars, flying in the face of tyranny:
When the tyrant asks where the navy came from, a henchman replies that it's not a navy, just people.
The importance of the US 2nd Amendment is evident.
Blessing
I'm not a priest; but, I'd like to perform a blessing: To ML, when your children are in their adolescent years, and they are experimenting with various drugs, and you can only worry alone at home on your couch, because you can't control their lives, and they make their own decisions and are their own people, may they not have somebody in their lives telling them that their actions are good, acceptable, and wholesome.
Monday, December 23, 2019
God Speaks
Yesterday, I really felt that God was speaking to me through the scriptures. Given the family problems we are having, and the tumult that could have happened yesterday, He spoke directly to me. I was reminded that I relied on myself rather than on God. I was reminded that I was dependent on violence. I was reminded that my decisions would being destruction on myself. Yesterday was a highly stressful day, and I was on edge and highly stressed. When I stopped to pray the daily office, Isaiah screamed at me.
Her Majesty
Several days ago, I had a dream that the Queen passed away. It was very sad and felt very real.
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