Evil Hunts

"Evil shall hunt down the lawless."
From the 11th verse of the 140th Psalm.

Hard to Pray

It was so hard to pray today; I am so angry. I needed to pray though. I needed to start again.

Trust

Trust is such a funny thing. We can get so GIVLRF when we trust blindly. God protect us when we blindly trust, in love or otherwise, those who will take advantage of us and screw us over.

God Give Me Strength

I just want it all to be over. God give me strength.

It's Not God's Fault

It's not God's fault.

Court System

I was just thinking the other day. In our court system, the crown (prosecution) lawyer and the judge work for the state (the same "side" if you will). In the highest court, on judgement day, the accuser (Satan) is on one side, and the judge and defence are one and the same in Jesus Christ (our judge and advocate).

Bla

I'm feeling a little bla, actually...a lot bla. Ever watch Star Trek TNG? Remember that episode where Captain Picard is allowed to re live his life by Q? He is very discontent because he feels that his life has no meaning. That's kind of how I feel right now. It's a little of that, a little of hating my job, a little of not praying too. My prayer life has been slipping. It's a visious circle too; sometimes you don't pray when you're feeling bla, and not praying can make you feel bla. That's when we should be asking God for help. Or, as I've said before, fight with prayer. Sometimes when we feel like we can't or shouldn't pray, we may feel distant from God. But, we can fight that feeling with prayer. I know all this, and yet, I'm in the bla. So, if you read this post today or tomorrow, drop God a prayer mail for me. Pax