Monday, February 28, 2022

I Robot

Some days (weeks?) ago, I had a dream that I went to a friend's shop where I was storing my robot.  I realized that I had left him switched on when he was missing, and I knew that he had wondered off out of boredom. 

I was afraid and guilt ridden, so he must have been unique (I didn't want him to be discovered and experimented on).  I began searching for him.

My friend and I were in a public venue, and a man across the way was staring at me and acting weird, giving me the muppet eyebrows.  I remarked to my friend, "what the fuck is that guy's problem?"

He made a break for it, and I realized that it was my robot.  I had spooked him and I felt even worse.  I awoke and didn't get to see how it ended. 

Zom Bay

Two nights ago, I had a strange dream that I resurrected an undead litch that had been previously destroyed by a friend--and that I wasn't all that sure wouldn't attack me--of mine, knowing that it was going to go after said friend (or at least strongly believing so and feeling guilty for).  🤔

Gobblygook

I've mentioned noticing muscle loss before on my blog.  I'm starting to see the first signs of loose skin around my neck.

Grief

I had a severe wave of disbelief that Dad is gone for good.  Does it never end?

Monday, February 21, 2022

Saturday, February 19, 2022

161

I have fallen off the horse hard.  I'd only prayed the office but three times since Dad passed away.  I decided to use my new kneeler that my wife and daughter got me for Christmas.  

Since it was St. Valentine's Day, I chanted Psalm 119 Part 21.  I was struck with how fitting it was for the Freedom Convoy.

Beard

There are so many greys in my beard suddenly.  I cut them out.  No die yet.  :)